tell me this
What's with azn guys always wanting to date girls with long hair?? [and I mean long, past your shoulders] Or is it not just azn guys-- GUYS IN GENERAL? AhHHhhHhh Well I shall be the rebel that I am and continue cutting my hair. So I know boys won't like me just because of my hair! (Which they totally do... all the time... obviously.) And! ........ because I don't like my hair long...
Psh, you didn't think I'd cut my hair just to weed out the bad guys, did you??
3.14.2004
a normal post! .. kind of
Okay! I decided something today.... I think I'm going to try to take Limie's advice, just cuz she's so cool (even though she went to PROM with a BOY that she has never told me about.. rawrr) Anyway this is the last week of the season and I'm going to try to live up so I don't really regret it. However I'm also gonna do all my work on time (this kinda has to do with the fact that the quarter ends on Friday.. HAHA) but um, yes, I'm gonna be all responsible and shit. (Let's see how long this lasts.)
Oh right so do I have to do this summary of the week thing for you guys? Weeelll earlier this week I met some new people... which is cool cuz I love meeting people =P haha how boring and generic. Um, yesterday went to go see [the rest of] Cheaper by the Dozen, which I watched 10 minutes of during winter break and never finished... =D Talked on the phone for hours with cool people... Anne- CUBSWIN! Jason- OH-kay! Annie- ijustwanttotakehimhome!. Oh yeah, and the Cubs won vs. the White Sox... EAT IT!! FuAhAhaHA... Nick Jackson's my new man... you know, besdies my soulmate Steve =D.
Once again I've fallen victim to Seasonal Affect Disease... it's sunny and I feel like skipping around and picking daisies. If only daisies lived in 40ยบ weather. Sure, it's gonna snow on Wednesday, but as long as it's warm on Friday I'm all good since we've got to dress up for JV Finals. Oh yeah, if you're wondering, it's the big state competition down in Charleston (aka Bumble) which is 4 hrs south. So come watch us! HAHA jp. We're leaving by bus at 4 pm Friday and won't be back till Saturday night. I'm really excited, actually =D. And then spring break.. ahhhhhhhh SO CLOSE!!! But I'm pissed cuz all of STL and KC is already on it... and Jeremy's in Hawaii.. bastos. Everyone is going somewhere this year, and I'm not =( damnit usually it's the other way around! Not that I really mind anymore as long as I'm on break ~_^. Yepp... 7 days...
Okay! I decided something today.... I think I'm going to try to take Limie's advice, just cuz she's so cool (even though she went to PROM with a BOY that she has never told me about.. rawrr) Anyway this is the last week of the season and I'm going to try to live up so I don't really regret it. However I'm also gonna do all my work on time (this kinda has to do with the fact that the quarter ends on Friday.. HAHA) but um, yes, I'm gonna be all responsible and shit. (Let's see how long this lasts.)
Oh right so do I have to do this summary of the week thing for you guys? Weeelll earlier this week I met some new people... which is cool cuz I love meeting people =P haha how boring and generic. Um, yesterday went to go see [the rest of] Cheaper by the Dozen, which I watched 10 minutes of during winter break and never finished... =D Talked on the phone for hours with cool people... Anne- CUBSWIN! Jason- OH-kay! Annie- ijustwanttotakehimhome!. Oh yeah, and the Cubs won vs. the White Sox... EAT IT!! FuAhAhaHA... Nick Jackson's my new man... you know, besdies my soulmate Steve =D.
Once again I've fallen victim to Seasonal Affect Disease... it's sunny and I feel like skipping around and picking daisies. If only daisies lived in 40ยบ weather. Sure, it's gonna snow on Wednesday, but as long as it's warm on Friday I'm all good since we've got to dress up for JV Finals. Oh yeah, if you're wondering, it's the big state competition down in Charleston (aka Bumble) which is 4 hrs south. So come watch us! HAHA jp. We're leaving by bus at 4 pm Friday and won't be back till Saturday night. I'm really excited, actually =D. And then spring break.. ahhhhhhhh SO CLOSE!!! But I'm pissed cuz all of STL and KC is already on it... and Jeremy's in Hawaii.. bastos. Everyone is going somewhere this year, and I'm not =( damnit usually it's the other way around! Not that I really mind anymore as long as I'm on break ~_^. Yepp... 7 days...
3.10.2004
ohhhhhhh man... 10 days...
So close, yet so far. Two more days till the weekend. My life has become one big countdown... everything to look forward to, nothing to hold on to right NOW. I'm losing sight of everything. I see my grades.. they're dropping... low A's, whoopdydoo, but what am I gonna do when I have no more cushion to get a B once in a while... I'll be at 90.1 and one false move, BAM. I see that happening. Just because it figures that a lazy ass such as me who never had the consideration to work hard to honor her own classmates would deserve such a crappy outcome. My laziness is a poor reflection upon people who actually work... I feel like such a bitch when I look at them. The only thing I do well at school is class itself. Anything beyond that, don't look at me.
Procrastinating like a muhfuh lately.. accomplishing absolutely nothing before 9pm, going to bed at 11 and wondering why I feel so tired. I'm so disappointing. Seriously, what do I have to say for myself? Blah, so much annoying self-pity that everyone hates... but really it's not as much pity as it is anger. I need to do this to get my lazy ass back in shape. I'll hate myself into working harder. Oh yeah, Bettina, that's the spirit.
I see myself slipping and the worst part is that I don't know if I can regain my grip. What am I DOING to myself?? This is depressing as hell... thinking is such a bitch. I haven't talked to my friends enough this week. Nothing to cheer me up ... just random jokes to laugh at that don't really lift me. I feel so nonsocial right now... I don't belong here.
So close, yet so far. Two more days till the weekend. My life has become one big countdown... everything to look forward to, nothing to hold on to right NOW. I'm losing sight of everything. I see my grades.. they're dropping... low A's, whoopdydoo, but what am I gonna do when I have no more cushion to get a B once in a while... I'll be at 90.1 and one false move, BAM. I see that happening. Just because it figures that a lazy ass such as me who never had the consideration to work hard to honor her own classmates would deserve such a crappy outcome. My laziness is a poor reflection upon people who actually work... I feel like such a bitch when I look at them. The only thing I do well at school is class itself. Anything beyond that, don't look at me.
Procrastinating like a muhfuh lately.. accomplishing absolutely nothing before 9pm, going to bed at 11 and wondering why I feel so tired. I'm so disappointing. Seriously, what do I have to say for myself? Blah, so much annoying self-pity that everyone hates... but really it's not as much pity as it is anger. I need to do this to get my lazy ass back in shape. I'll hate myself into working harder. Oh yeah, Bettina, that's the spirit.
I see myself slipping and the worst part is that I don't know if I can regain my grip. What am I DOING to myself?? This is depressing as hell... thinking is such a bitch. I haven't talked to my friends enough this week. Nothing to cheer me up ... just random jokes to laugh at that don't really lift me. I feel so nonsocial right now... I don't belong here.
3.01.2004
happy march
First normal post in a while... actually nothing to talk about. It was so nice this weekend... it felt so great... I'm a total victim of seasonal affect syndrome or whatever. Wanna just sit outside and soak in the sun (or in the case of today, rain). 3-day weekend was heavenly =] and spring break in 3 weeks (actually, 2.8 school weeks). Everything I've looked forward to since winter began is approaching... I hope it at least meets my expectations =P I have a horrendous streak of setting high expectations.
I'm actually enjoying practice lately... although I skipped this morning because I felt like shit when I woke up. I'm really sore but I really really feel like dancing =D Spring dance comin up... yeesssssss!! On a different note... drama level has significantly decreased (especially the i-hate-hawkettes-get-me-the-hell-out-of-here stuffs) though I'm starting to hear a lot of it from other people... which makes me sad for them, but also reasserts the fact that people in general should chillax and get over themselves =D Ah yes, the return of a no-nonsense type-ish post from Bettina. How much did you miss them?
One last note: Al/Em, I'm so proud of you; Chris/Alec, welcome to the family =]
spin it)) roll wit me . . . boyz ii men
First normal post in a while... actually nothing to talk about. It was so nice this weekend... it felt so great... I'm a total victim of seasonal affect syndrome or whatever. Wanna just sit outside and soak in the sun (or in the case of today, rain). 3-day weekend was heavenly =] and spring break in 3 weeks (actually, 2.8 school weeks). Everything I've looked forward to since winter began is approaching... I hope it at least meets my expectations =P I have a horrendous streak of setting high expectations.
I'm actually enjoying practice lately... although I skipped this morning because I felt like shit when I woke up. I'm really sore but I really really feel like dancing =D Spring dance comin up... yeesssssss!! On a different note... drama level has significantly decreased (especially the i-hate-hawkettes-get-me-the-hell-out-of-here stuffs) though I'm starting to hear a lot of it from other people... which makes me sad for them, but also reasserts the fact that people in general should chillax and get over themselves =D Ah yes, the return of a no-nonsense type-ish post from Bettina. How much did you miss them?
One last note: Al/Em, I'm so proud of you; Chris/Alec, welcome to the family =]
spin it)) roll wit me . . . boyz ii men
2.29.2004
a couple questions... answer with song titles only
1. Are you male or female?: Man! I Feel Like A Woman . . . shania twain
2. Describe yourself: Miss Independent . . . kelly clarkson
3. How do some people feel about you?: Don't Know Why . . . norah jones
4. How do you feel about yourself?: It's My Life . . . no doubt
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: A Thousand Miles . . . vanessa carlton
6. Where would you rather be?: Somewhere Beyond the Sea . . . bobby darin
7. Describe what you want to be: Sincerely Me . . . new found glory
8. Describe how you feel about your family: Complicated . . . avril lavigne
9. Describe how you live: Bring On the Men . . . linda eder [jekyll & hyde the musical]
10. Describe how you love: I'd Do Anything . . . simple plan
11. How you feel about some people: Fuck It . . . eamon
12. Share a few words of wisdom: Why Worry . . . all-american rejects
13. What is your favorite attribute in a person? Unfoolish . . . ashanti
14. What can you not stand in a person? Dead on Arrival . . . fall out boy
15. Describe how you feel about your friends: How Do I Live . . . leann rimes
16. Describe how you feel about relationships: Where is the Love? . . . black eyed peas
17. What always makes you happy? Bright Lights . . . matchbox twenty
18. What always angers you? Cry Me A River . . . justin timberlake
19. What are you looking forward to? Boys of the Summer . . . the ataris
These are An1's... I think I'll come up with more later. Never fear. =D
1. Are you male or female?: Man! I Feel Like A Woman . . . shania twain
2. Describe yourself: Miss Independent . . . kelly clarkson
3. How do some people feel about you?: Don't Know Why . . . norah jones
4. How do you feel about yourself?: It's My Life . . . no doubt
5. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: A Thousand Miles . . . vanessa carlton
6. Where would you rather be?: Somewhere Beyond the Sea . . . bobby darin
7. Describe what you want to be: Sincerely Me . . . new found glory
8. Describe how you feel about your family: Complicated . . . avril lavigne
9. Describe how you live: Bring On the Men . . . linda eder [jekyll & hyde the musical]
10. Describe how you love: I'd Do Anything . . . simple plan
11. How you feel about some people: Fuck It . . . eamon
12. Share a few words of wisdom: Why Worry . . . all-american rejects
13. What is your favorite attribute in a person? Unfoolish . . . ashanti
14. What can you not stand in a person? Dead on Arrival . . . fall out boy
15. Describe how you feel about your friends: How Do I Live . . . leann rimes
16. Describe how you feel about relationships: Where is the Love? . . . black eyed peas
17. What always makes you happy? Bright Lights . . . matchbox twenty
18. What always angers you? Cry Me A River . . . justin timberlake
19. What are you looking forward to? Boys of the Summer . . . the ataris
These are An1's... I think I'll come up with more later. Never fear. =D
