waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah =*(
Man someone just needs to take this dvd away from me... I've watched it 3 times since I got it yesterday. Every time I hear "we watch the tears slide down as all of JH cry", eh... lol... I wasn't even in JH last year. ARGH I can't believe it's only been half a year! I miss you guys SOOOOOOOOOOOO much...
Remember ...
+ how we tried to hijack the golf cart by the Union?
+ Youth staff trying to TAF us at the water fight?
+ Fear Factor??? "MY MOUTH! IT BURNS!"
+ Conrad and Tim's dance-off at the tea house?
+ WAHMPER?
+ suite 109 shower schedules?
+ Young Jacob and Donald, the classic "I Need A Miracle"?
+ managing to make a fool out of myself continuously for the entire week? (I'm good at that... especially at taf)
+ crunchy ramen in lukewarm soup?
+ Jonathan and telephone charades?
+ Manchester food? (I try not to)
+ sitting in the middle of the street after the celebration dance?
+ when we spelled out TAF on the cafeteria table with salt?
2.05.2004
my wings
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. You have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly.
I WANT MY TAF VIDEO
Why has everyone gotten theirs EXCEPT ME?! RRRRRRRRRRGH.... stop rubbing it in my face =[
[edit: i just got it today... 3 days after everyone else.. hmm ='( good times. '04 shall be good... swing choir all the way! haha... no.]
spinnin)) one call away ... chingy ft j/weav
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. You survive, even flourish in adversity and hardship. You have a strong grasp on reality and know that life is tough and the world is cruel, and it takes strength and independence to survive it. And independence is your strongest point - you may care for others, and even depend on them...but when it comes right down to it, the only one you need is yourself. Thus you trust your own intuition to guide you.You are eternal and because you have a strong sense of who and what you are, no one can control your heart or mind. Likewise, humanity's stupidity and tendency to want others to solve their problems for them frustrates you endlessly.
I WANT MY TAF VIDEO
Why has everyone gotten theirs EXCEPT ME?! RRRRRRRRRRGH.... stop rubbing it in my face =[
[edit: i just got it today... 3 days after everyone else.. hmm ='( good times. '04 shall be good... swing choir all the way! haha... no.]
spinnin)) one call away ... chingy ft j/weav
2.02.2004
best monday ever
best xanga post ever
A night of some great conversations... sample:
mmMl iMeje LlO: whatever
mmMl iMeje LlO: just like anthony's hittin on me, rite
Frufru82: HE IS
mmMl iMeje LlO: no he isnttttttttt
mmMl iMeje LlO: HES YOUR HUSBAND GODDAMNIT
mmMl iMeje LlO: HAVE SOME DECENCY, WOMAN
Frufru82: i don't need decency
Frufru82: i have 69 children
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Frufru82: and ur soo not putting that on ur site
mmMl iMeje LlO: lmao
mmMl iMeje LlO: yes i am
Frufru82: i think no
Frufru82: you have to make sure and put that its a JOKE though, ok?
mmMl iMeje LlO: dude its not like anyone would believe u would screw anthony 69 times
mmMl iMeje LlO: who would??
Frufru82: hAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHLAHAHAHAHAHAHANMAMAHHAHAHAHAHA
best xanga post ever
A night of some great conversations... sample:
mmMl iMeje LlO: whatever
mmMl iMeje LlO: just like anthony's hittin on me, rite
Frufru82: HE IS
mmMl iMeje LlO: no he isnttttttttt
mmMl iMeje LlO: HES YOUR HUSBAND GODDAMNIT
mmMl iMeje LlO: HAVE SOME DECENCY, WOMAN
Frufru82: i don't need decency
Frufru82: i have 69 children
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Frufru82: and ur soo not putting that on ur site
mmMl iMeje LlO: lmao
mmMl iMeje LlO: yes i am
Frufru82: i think no
Frufru82: you have to make sure and put that its a JOKE though, ok?
mmMl iMeje LlO: dude its not like anyone would believe u would screw anthony 69 times
mmMl iMeje LlO: who would??
Frufru82: hAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHLAHAHAHAHAHAHANMAMAHHAHAHAHAHA
2.01.2004
watch me waste time! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =)
YEA PATS =D I don't know why I'm rooting for them-- is it because Peter and Limie are in NE, or is it because John wanted the Panthers to win? HAHAHAHAH... yeah.. jp =T haha. Nice game though... even though I ended up catching only 15 min total =(
Competition was good... we got 1st for kick, 2nd for pom dance... only lost by 3 points, too. G'damn. Not bad at all. I think I pulled a muscle in my back playin "gigolo" though... (check my profile for details)... it was for almost a full hour... all the teams standing in a big circle. So much fun =D
Also slept over at Al's house... on Friday night. I'm going backwards. Ate a whole lotta donuts and potstickers. Watched Bad Boys II =D. Had fun with some oldschool amusement- MASH =D except... CHARMS instead. So, Emily got married to Anthony and had 69 kids. DAYM. Someone's been busy.
Can He Say That? Matt from blog like-whoa plus 2 equally hilarious peoles. I'll blog more later, I guess, since it's 11 and I still have a crapload of Spanish hw to do. Go Bettina.
this is the "more"
Life is being pretty stupid and boring to me... but I'm not really complaining since it's better than stupid and painful. Actually, it is painful. You know that muscle I thought I pulled? Well I'm not sure it's a muscle anymore... I might've messed up a bone =( I'm really scared cuz I can't even bend backwards, and I can't do normal pushups without it hurting like none other. God I hope it goes away!! I don't want to have to go to the doctor for this. Mm also... on a totally vain note... Girl's Choice is this weekend and I really wanna go dancing again (I guess this is sprung for my love of the winter dance?) but yeah... definitely only four days to ask anyone. Or I could go stag. AHH Can't decide!
YEA PATS =D I don't know why I'm rooting for them-- is it because Peter and Limie are in NE, or is it because John wanted the Panthers to win? HAHAHAHAH... yeah.. jp =T haha. Nice game though... even though I ended up catching only 15 min total =(
Competition was good... we got 1st for kick, 2nd for pom dance... only lost by 3 points, too. G'damn. Not bad at all. I think I pulled a muscle in my back playin "gigolo" though... (check my profile for details)... it was for almost a full hour... all the teams standing in a big circle. So much fun =D
Also slept over at Al's house... on Friday night. I'm going backwards. Ate a whole lotta donuts and potstickers. Watched Bad Boys II =D. Had fun with some oldschool amusement- MASH =D except... CHARMS instead. So, Emily got married to Anthony and had 69 kids. DAYM. Someone's been busy.
Can He Say That? Matt from blog like-whoa plus 2 equally hilarious peoles. I'll blog more later, I guess, since it's 11 and I still have a crapload of Spanish hw to do. Go Bettina.
this is the "more"
Life is being pretty stupid and boring to me... but I'm not really complaining since it's better than stupid and painful. Actually, it is painful. You know that muscle I thought I pulled? Well I'm not sure it's a muscle anymore... I might've messed up a bone =( I'm really scared cuz I can't even bend backwards, and I can't do normal pushups without it hurting like none other. God I hope it goes away!! I don't want to have to go to the doctor for this. Mm also... on a totally vain note... Girl's Choice is this weekend and I really wanna go dancing again (I guess this is sprung for my love of the winter dance?) but yeah... definitely only four days to ask anyone. Or I could go stag. AHH Can't decide!
1.28.2004
"time for some re-evaluation of one's self..."
You know, for a while I thought that I knew myself. Really, I felt so sure of myself in my body and how I act towards other people and things like that. For some reason though... it all seems to be unravelling. Not that I've really changed in any way, I've just been hearing things from different people. I know I shouldn't let other people sway me, but it does do something to perspective. For instance, I think of how irresponsible I am to society. I'm smart, okay? I admit it. The problem is, I don't do anything with it. I'm such a fucking bum. I feel insanely guilty about this, yet I can't help being selfish and spending my spare time with friends and having fun and all that good stuff. I'd like to say "well everyone does it" but does that mean everyone is right? No... people are usually wrong. Could I be different and try to be right? Yes... but do I have the will to? No.
See, I do this all the time! I re-evaluate and I analyze and I think so goddamn much that my head is about to implode. I simply cannot let something go and follow it's own course. And when I do, I feel like I'm being lazy. There are so many contradictions in the world, it's amazing. There are so many contradictions within myself, it's beyond amazing. It all comes down to one great universal Truth: I am one very weird girl.
Googlisms:
bettina is outside
bettina is waiting
bettina is not a joke
bettina is a determined lady
bettina is running for her life
bettina is large and in charge
bettina is about 14 weeks old
bettina is truly a scary woman
bettina is grounded and self respecting
bettina is an artist of exceptional talent
bettina is more concentrated on the artistic side
bettina is one of the most interesting examples of the effort
bettina is an inspiration to women who want to know that beauty doesnt end because of birthdays or weight changes
bettina is a melting pot of contradictions
You know, for a while I thought that I knew myself. Really, I felt so sure of myself in my body and how I act towards other people and things like that. For some reason though... it all seems to be unravelling. Not that I've really changed in any way, I've just been hearing things from different people. I know I shouldn't let other people sway me, but it does do something to perspective. For instance, I think of how irresponsible I am to society. I'm smart, okay? I admit it. The problem is, I don't do anything with it. I'm such a fucking bum. I feel insanely guilty about this, yet I can't help being selfish and spending my spare time with friends and having fun and all that good stuff. I'd like to say "well everyone does it" but does that mean everyone is right? No... people are usually wrong. Could I be different and try to be right? Yes... but do I have the will to? No.
See, I do this all the time! I re-evaluate and I analyze and I think so goddamn much that my head is about to implode. I simply cannot let something go and follow it's own course. And when I do, I feel like I'm being lazy. There are so many contradictions in the world, it's amazing. There are so many contradictions within myself, it's beyond amazing. It all comes down to one great universal Truth: I am one very weird girl.
Googlisms:
bettina is outside
bettina is waiting
bettina is not a joke
bettina is a determined lady
bettina is running for her life
bettina is large and in charge
bettina is about 14 weeks old
bettina is truly a scary woman
bettina is grounded and self respecting
bettina is an artist of exceptional talent
bettina is more concentrated on the artistic side
bettina is one of the most interesting examples of the effort
bettina is an inspiration to women who want to know that beauty doesnt end because of birthdays or weight changes
bettina is a melting pot of contradictions
