4.14.2004

rediscovered the meaning of a "good weekend" [with pix!]

Ice skating.. [last weekend]

These two hot chicks... and me. and wtf is alex doing?!

Olivia is doing her "sexy look" and I look like shit... NEXT PICTURE!

Lookit the yummy pie!! [NOT a distraction] - creation by Ma-rrrrrrrrr-ia!Plus mocha thumbprints (tamara) and lemon-lime bars (meee)

Cone cupcakes (mM yes, cupcake mix in ice cream cones) by tam, and HEAVENLY CHEESECAKE by yours truly... yes, it was awesome.


Another picture of 2 beautiful ladies =P

Smile, Jase! ::snap:: Ahhh the face is melting! "wha? mm" ::snap::
"We'll just pretend we're naive and don't know how to tip..." yes, the waitress LOVED US.

"You can NEVER go wrong with Lee st!"

Red bean bing? =P "Uh, where IS coffeehaus?"

The REAL reason Franklin wouldn't hang out with us... but I forgave him, cuz he's mah roomie =)

"Let's play a game.. it's called.. FOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" [and then jason stabbed andrew..]

WHEW!!! Great one, guys. I basically did everything that I've wanted to do for the longest time. That would be:

+ BAKE!! [pictures to come]
+ hang out with Maria and Tamara and discuss our non-evil plans
+ get bubble tea
+ chill with tafers [pix to come]
+ watch a cubs game! (i <3 gonzo, patterson, wood, grudz, walker, et al)
+ amble around my town on a nice day
+ sleep for more than 10 hrs (this has not happened since winter break)
+ HAMMOCK!!!!

Got to chill with lots of people I usually don't see, talk to people I usually don't talk to, have all sorts of awesome conversations and all that great stuff... you guys are awesome =D Thanks for making me actually feel happy for the first time in a long while... I'll update this when I have time later =T I just had to let everyone know that I'm happy for once ~_^

4.10.2004

stolen from karen

1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
evenings in my memory, listening to the news of the day,
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?:
a picture of Javy... seriously =P
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?:
cubs game @ braves... 15 innings of pure glory, damnit. 2-1
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is:
11:40
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?:
12:22 ... whoops
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?:
my dad unpacking =D
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?:
like 8:30ish, annie/jinny drove me home from coffee haus
8: before you came to this website, what did you look at?
xanga: read your subscriptions.. haha... and then i stole karen's survey
9: what are you wearing?
jeans and my "B FOR BAH-TEE-NAH" shirt from taiwan
10: Did you dream last night?
i think so ... i have the randomest/weirdest dreams ever
11: When did you last laugh?
10 min ago on the phone wit the King/John/Florida boy/hotpoolboy/soulmate <~ HAPPY?!
12: what is on the walls of the room you are in?:
pictures of me, a puzzle-picture of a lil white puppy, a calendar, a birthday card from alex containing pictures of javy/other almost-equally hot boys, a wireless internet transmitter, a mounted print of bonsai trees that i made last year in art, my birth certificate, a puzzle-picture of dolphins, a white erase board, a picture of point shoes from photography class, and a "BAHTEENAH" sign made by annie =D
13: Seen anything weird lately?:
yes... has anyone seen jason and andrew's new handshake? HAHA .. i also recently saw alfonseca throw a 1-2-3 inning <~ what the? that never happened while he was on the cubs .. also, the new accord coupe commercial w/ the guy with the immobile foot? EWwwww
14: What do you think of this quiz?:
much more interesting than most
15: What is the last film you saw?:
some Mr. Bean thang in world cultures... deger rocks =P
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
a 69c package of hostess sno-balls. hands down.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know:
im incredibly sadistic... and deliberate. if it sounds like i'm hinting towards something, then i probably am. if something is slightly too coincidental to be a mistake, it probably wasn't. but this will be the only time i ever admit to it, so don't forget ~_^ i have your every move/word/reaction calculated down to the slightest blink.puahahahhaha............... *_*
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?:
i'd put "u" and "i" together!! HA, HA, HA... jp. i'd probably just do away with all the idiots of the world... damn that leaves very few people. saiite!!!
19: Do you like to dance?:
i loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove to dance. like love beyond belief. like if i could keep only one hobby/pasttime in my life it would be dancing.
20: George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?:
politics suck.
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
i cant pick... maybe lorelei? or lily... or grace... or macrina... or faith.
22: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
josh ... or... cornelius.
23: Would you ever consider living abroad?:
oh yeah definitely... i'd be really sad to leave my life here but it sounds so exciting + i love travelling

4.08.2004

people who piss me off: volume CXXVIII

(+) flirts. guys who feel the need to flirt with one girl plus 20 of her friends. No, you do not look like a pimp when you do that. No, it does not make you cool. No, you will not gain any more respect from the girl by doing so. Yes, you should just shut up.
(+) fake people. the ones that feel the need to be known by everybody. Just because you know somebody doesn't mean they like you/wish to interact with you. Nobody thinks you're any cooler because of our great all-knowingness, and if they do, then they're pansies anyway so why bother gaining their respect?
(+) needy bastards. those who could not wipe their own ass for themselves nor do anything alone. YOU are the only person you will always have, so satisfy your own damn needs. If you can't spend time alone with yourself, then who the hell are you?
(+) validation whores. people who cannot do anything without someone's approval. Who's approval are you looking for anyway? Someone who you can blame if your initial action was incorrect? Take some goddamn responsibility for yourself and have the guts to do it. If you're wrong, then learn to deal with it (god knows you will need this skill often).
(+) drama queens. dearlordwillyoupleasejustbequiet-type-people. To be honest, nobody cares. So just bandage your fucking finger to a popsicle stick and play your goddamn soccer game. Making a big deal out of it won't do shit for you.
(+) misery whores. those who cannot stop talking about their misfortune. That's great and all kid, and I feel bad for you, but what do you want me to say?? I can say sorry all I want, but you'll just say "no, it'd not your fault." I'll be here to listen to you, but you look at me as if you expect me to say something. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY?? Are you seriously looking for admiration from me, for you enduring through so much stress? Those who deserve my goddamn admiration do not need to SEEK it. Get your act together, think happier, and pull it through.
(+) mary kate and ashley olsen. Just... ew.


>> to be continued

4.04.2004

THE LONGEST WEEK EVER!!

And I have an actual reason this time! My aunt is driving me NUTS! Someone SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE MEEEEEEEE I'm going INSANE here!!! And my cousins invaded my house yesterday. Argh! I seriously can't take this any longer. You have NO idea of what I'm dealing with here... it's like a level of ignorance that not even the most moronic EVEN AT MY SCHOOL could/would dare to fathom. My daddy's not comin home till Friday ::cries:: My stress level is escalating, damnit... as proved in the past, that is NOT a good thing. In fact, it's detrimental to my memory storage. Damn straight. If I failed the 12 chapter cumulative geometry test on Friday, I blame the aunt.

I think I'll do a weekly update from now on, unless I really feel like saying something in the middle of the week. Because really, I am just totally lacking inspiration. And you, my faithful blog reader, can suggest whatever you very well please. Not that I'll comply, but you can always try! The best part is that... I only have 3 days of school this week =D. FuAhaHAha... I've already got reserves for my extended weekend. Wednesday nite= track meet! >=( sooo will probably miss Ari's pool bash.. DAMNIT! sorry baby... Thursday= cook/bakefest with Maria and Tamara uh with nooooo hidden evil plan whatsoever... Friday= TAF peoples day, though we still need to plan (cuz the lord knows THAT takes forever)... nothin for Saturday yet? EhHh we'll come up with something =D. Uh, no more ice skating though. I'm done with that, thanks =P.

**IN DESPERATE NEED OF NEW GOOD SONGS... you know what I like ~_^... suggestions?**

3.28.2004

my comment boxes are bitches. who votes we kill them?

Spring break's over... ::cries:: ... but in 8 school days, a 4 day weekend... then 7 full weeks of school. Then 3 day weekend... and finals. SO CLOSE! Anyway, since you all totally want to know about my spring break, I suppose... I SUPPOSE I can tell your unworthy souls. [Other reasons apply... such as -not having anything better to talk about and -trying to pretend my life is worth something.] So this will be one of those boring cliche Xanga posts that will outline my life to you, my dear stalkers.

Monday: Shopping at Woodfield w/ Jieh jieh... except we spent so much at H&M and XXI that we had to stop before we died. Watched Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights @ Randhurst.. met my other soulmate. His name is Javier and I have officially combined him and Javy into one entity because they're just both so damn hot and talented. Then went to Bakers Square and met Elyse's future husband Steverino and Eric whom Alex claims to be soulmates with, but none of us really believe her. Oh and I got a high-five from Sean for being a pimpette. You know how we do.

Tuesday: Walked to Elyse's in my oh-so-painful shoes which gave me blisters and made me bleed. Met Schlanghammer and walked to Franklin to see all the hoodlums. -myyyyyy... milkshake brings all tha-- Ummm then I can't remember what else I did. Someone remind me?

Wednesday: Journeyed to yon land of Annie and Elissa. Actually went to Woodfield and had COLDSTONE finally! Mmmmmmmmmm so tasty. Then Liss picked me up and THEN we journeyed to yon land of Chewsters. Walked around a bunch, met a bitchy Blockbuster guy, made COOKIES... =D and macaroni that expanded. WEIRD. Watched Out of Time wit DEN-ZAYYL in it.. good movie =D The chick was scary/possessed.. but oh well. Then helped Annie choreograph her Orchesis tryout routine... hope it goes well, lady! Aww... I miss TAF people! Must have get-together soon =).

Thursday: Placed under house arrest since my sister went to Marquette... was finally allowed out to watch Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen, which, by the way, sucked like none other. Though it didn't matter because I got to see my soulmate Steve.. we had a deep and touching ESP conversation as I pretended to have lost my cell phone in the theatre.

Friday: Al's house... walked uptown, ate at Pickwick. Then Starbucks... trying to open the door by pushing through, then realizing it was a "pull" door, having Maura run into me, then spilling her hot chocolate all over herself.. and directly after that, encountering Kevinkelly with 3 of his friends. That was fun. So Maura and I, laughing hysterically, try to explain why it was so stupid that it was funny, while Alex and Elyse call me a whore and an alcoholic. This name-calling continues as we walk home and especially after I flick off a guy goin by in his car saying "hey ladies...", and after them informing me that he was hot and was probably Josh Caudill's friend. Damnit. Then Em's house where we watched the Simple Plan dvd and proceed to fall in love with Pierre all over again =D. "He's like a religion!"

Hm so that was long, huh? Even though I cut it short ... well, that felt good! Now I'm back off to school.. please kill me now... however, Easter weekend sounds appealing =D, and I'm starting track NO MORE HAWKETTES thank you dear lord. I think this is gonna get better... I hope.