10.28.2004

can someone gimme a SWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP


Damn.

That has got to be one of my more favoriter pictures of the spectacle. For instance, observe David Ortiz, about 3 times bigger than any of his teammates, trying to pile on top of them. You see Arroyo's cornrolls, "Mueller", and Pedro's hair. Best of all... you see POOHOLES sulking in the background.

Oh I really do love the Red Sox. I have since I first saw them in the ALCS last year, for Tim Wakefield's start... man do I love Timmy. I'm not just a convert... I've been rooting for them all the way. Sure, I wanted to see the Cardinals lose. And I will always bleed Cubbie blue. But they're our AL brothers and damn it feels good to win. Now, I'll just keep... WaitingTilNextYr, just like the rest of Cubdom, so hopefully illustrated in this touching article.

And remember who coined the "Why not us?" phrase. That's right folks: Dusty Baker.

10.26.2004

randomize

I'm sick of heartbreakers. All you assholes in this world. I'm sick of hearing of my friends, strong people, who are just getting fuckin run over by morons that they SOMEHOW trusted and then had it thrown back into their face. How does this happen? Every day I learn yet another way that people find to be jerks. It's as if they try.

Anyway. This weekend was pretty good... correction, Saturday was good. Sunday I had driving session then Chinese school then homeworked my ass off until I fell asleep in front of the TV watching BOSTON KICK REDBIRD BUTT.. TAIL. Up 2-0 baby HELL YES. So, I drove on the highway yesterday and today... definitely a success... Woodfield every day once I get my license haha. I really can't wait. Winter break is gonna bring me almost everything I want. Take the road test on that Friday, then gone to Jamaica for a week before Christmas, getting home Christmas day, then TAF new year's (I'm on the planning committee! ha ha).

I'm done with that journal for English so I guess I might update more. Might. I'm feeling a lot better about classes... not that Euro isn't still eating my life or my English teacher has ceased to piss me off... but I'm doing okay. I wish I could say the same about everyone else. I hate it when people I love get fucked on something that I can't do anything about. I hate feeling helpless to help people. It's all because of those assholes...

In another news... happy bday to Jason, Peter, and Eric.

[[edit]] Here's an interesting thought: What is your favorite/most memorable/best memory you have with me (or involving me)? Yes I know I'm pretty damn awesome, but PICK ONE ~_^

10.17.2004

Absolutely addicted to this song... so beautiful.

~*~*~
I've heard there was a secret chord
that David played, and it pleased the lord--
but you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this: the fourth, the fifth,
the minor fall, the major lift,
the baffled king composing hallelujah...

Your faith was strong but you needed proof,
you saw her bathing on the roof;
her beauty in the moonlight overthrew you.
She tied you to a kitchen chair,
she broke your throne, she cut your hair,
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah...

Maybe I've been here before,
I know this room, I've walked this floor;
I used to live alone before I knew you.
I've seen your flag on the marble arch,
but love is not a victory march,
it's a cold and it's a b ro k en hallelujah...

There was a time you'd let me know
what's real and going on below,
but now you never show it to me, do you?
Remember when I moved in you,
the holy dark was moving too
then every breath we drew was hallelujah...

Maybe there's a god above,
and all I ever learned from love
was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you.
It's not a cry you can hear at night,
it's not somebody who's seen the light,
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah.

Hallelujah.... hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah.
~ rufus wainwright

10.11.2004

i can't let go of summer...

Yeah I know it's October already....but I just don't want to accept it. I don't want to wear sweatshirts or sweaters to school (even though South is freezing enough to wear that throughout the year...). I don't want to see snow, hell, I don't even want to see my birthday yet. I just want summer. Warm weather. Clear skies.

Yesterday was absolutely gorgeous. In fact, I'll even take this kind of autumn weather for another month or so. Since we only have two seasons, I guess it's more of an extension of summer. But seriously.... bright blue sky yesterday. Pure as crystal. The trees around OCC are amazing. I don't want them to go away. I guess there's otherstuff to look forward to... my birthday, Thanksgiving break, getting my license, winter break, living life, etc. But I don't want to think about that! It's too far away! I just want to enjoy myself and relax while I can. It seems like everything that I wanted has either passed/left or is so far away/unobtainable. Like... peace of mind?

I just heard about someone whose boyfriend moved to Thailand. It was soooooo sad. Why does life do this kind of shit to people?

10.06.2004

pix

Sick of people bothering me about it. And you'll continue bothering me, because I barely took any pictures. Oops!


girls n boys-- ::Jason and Bettina walk into Emily's house, an hour late:: .... ::Bettina runs to get into pic with 7 girls she doesn't know::


"How come it looks like there's more guys than girls?" ... "Because... there ARE..."


At the restaurant-- Bucca, at Yorktown. Sir Andrew Shen, looking mighty noble.


Crap. The only serious pic that me and Jason took together. And I look like crap. >_<


This one's better. And my earring was bugging me so I'm playing with it in about 4 different pictures. Which I'm not posting.


too much fun with the menus there. "Let's make origami!" Ahaha... our waiter, Jake, was feriggin awesome. By the end of the night, we were all best buddies. And he put Jason's menu boat up on the shelf with all the decorations.


Lizelle, Kara and me... yay a normal pic! That Kara took... because I'm not smart enough to do these things...


Oh and we left a thank you note to Jake. On the back of a menu. With menu crayons. Yay!


Way too amused by pretty stuff. But I loved the corsage... good thing we went to get it, Jason! haha Okay I'm done, no more pix... don't kill me.

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