10.04.2003

quote of the day: "where are the squirrels when you need them?!"

Can't really organize my thoughts right now. Here are some excerpts of what's going on in my head:

FICK IS A BASTARD AND HE NEEDS TO DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE...die...
ooh my baby farnsworth!!! he better not be hurt that badly or i will PERSONALLY hire someone to kill fick, especially if karros cant play well tomorrow it's ALL HIS FAULT.

Karros rocked today! And so did that guy in that stands right by the guy who caught his second homer!!! (heh right elyse??)

NOBODY LIKES CHIPPER JONES. OR THE BRAVES.

THE BRAVES ARE AFRAID OF THE WRIGLEY FIELD IVVYYY!! PUAHhAhhA What was up with that? Did they think squirrels would fly out of it and attack them? And if so, why didnt that freaking center fielder MISS SAMMY'S BALL?!?! [refer to beginning of this post]

Oh man it woulda been so sweet.. tying run at the plate... sammy sosa... bottom of the 9th, 2 out... agh that woulda been awesome... 2 more yards and it woulda made it =*(


.... the Braves need to go down. [Especially Fick.] Hopefully Wood's pitching tomorrow... have faith, guys.

Holy cow. This one's for you, Harry.

10.03.2003

I LOVE YOU PRIOR

Ahhh the taste of victory. One more. Tomorrow. BE THERE

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Tomorrow I have a "master class" for dance, basically a workshop where we learn from some famous choreographer dude. It should be nifty but I have to be at school at 7:20 to take a bus somewhere far.. rawrr. It's one of those things that I really want to back out of but somehow in the back of my head I know I should go. I'll be back by the afternoon to watch the CUBS GAME which we NEED TO WIN... does anyone know who's pitching tomorrow? Alrite well leave me a comment or IM or somethin', pAyce ~_^

10.02.2003

it annoys me. so much.

This is your one and only warning: if you are a girl who constantly types in rAndOmiZeD cAPitALs and often include the words "meeh, mai, gawd, baybee, likkle" .. or "kyoote" in any of your online conversations/websites/profile, DO NOT READ THIS ENTRY. Or, if you do, don't flame me about it. Actually, go ahead, flame me. Just try to cool it on the cApS.

DOES ANYONE AGREE WITH ME??? I swear, I cannot STAND IT. I guess it's alright if you randomize a little bit for emphasis or artistic reasons (yes, I do think that certain letters look better next to eachother so leave me alone), but if people constantly type like that I will probably end up ripping their head off. Especially if it's on a website-- do you really NOT want people to read it? Or is there another reason you type in such a fucking screwed up way?

Now, the strangely spelled words-- I guess I am a BIT of a hypocrite in that sense. I spell things differently sometimes... but usually only to emphasize or to show how I literally pronounce things. I guess that's my own excuse-- other people may have theirs, but once again, the CONSTANT use of them really throws me off. It's like a non-stop flirt sequence trying to act cute and girly and bubblegum pink when you're NOT, or you SHOULDN'T BE. Really, what does it accomplish besides having other people label you as a ditz?

OR-- now this is the best part-- if you do all of the above, AND pretend you're ghetto. Mmmhmm because you're a ghetto prep, right? From THE RICHEST SUBURB IN THE STATE? Please. Laughing so hard can be painful. At the rate you're going, I'll probably have a seizure. Fine, I understand if you're just doing the ghetto act as a joke-- but some people seriously view themselves as a "gangsta" or a "playa". Right. You do that. I'll talk to you when you wake up and realize your school receives the most public funding in the entire nation.

~ ¤ ~ ¤ ~ ¤ ~

Everyone wants to have their own style. I'm a total victim of that "trend". Strange how a trend is actually an attempt to deviate from older trends. Strange how we're all tricked into thinking we're rebels when really we're just following the newest "rebel" movement. Strange how we hate when other people diss on our "originality" when we are totally cynical about the way THEY look, act, or dress.

Be yourself.

Such an easy phrase to say. Such a difficult phrase to follow. And why is it so difficult for us to BE OURSELVES? Shouldn't it be the easiest, most natural thing in the WORLD? It isn't. And I know it isn't. But the total FAKENESS of our world today... doesn't it depress you?

9.29.2003

sum it up

Auto response from mmmlI ME jello: advice: don't watch the bears/packers game. too depressing.
WLKNGCNTRDCTION3: lol yet so entertaining

9.28.2003

Cubs win. That's all there is to say.

Oh, and the Bears-Packers game tomorrow. >_<

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I feel sad. I've lost touch with some people that I thought I would keep in touch with. It's sad because I can totally fix that just by talking to them, but I have a feeling there's nothing for me to say. For some reason, recently I've been pretty speechless. And boring. I think life is taking the... life out of me.