This may be the last thing that I write for long...
Can you hear me smiling while I sing this song?
For you... and only you...
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door... and you can't stop me now.
You wanted the best-- it wasn't me.
Will you give it back? Now I'll take the lead...
when there's no more room to make it grow.
I'll see you again-- you'll pretend you're naive.
Is this what you want-- is this what you need?
How you end up-- let me know...
As I go...
remember all the simple things you know--
my mind is just a crutch and
I still hope
that you will miss me when I'm gone...
This is the last song.
The heart's start breaking as the year is gone.
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on.
It seems so surreal-- now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that it would be this way.
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
And now that I am gone, just try and stop me now...
You wanted the best-- it wasn't me.
Will you give it back? Now I'll take the lead...
when there's no more room to make it grow.
I'll see you again-- you'll pretend you're naive.
Is this what you want-- is this what you need?
How you end up-- let me know...
As I go...
remember all the simple things you know--
my mind is just a crutch,
and I still hope
that you will miss me when I'm gone...
This is the last song.
Will you need me now?
You'll find a way somehow...
You want it too-- I want it too.
As I go...
remember all the simple things you know--
my mind is just a crutch,
and I still hope
that you will miss me when I'm gone...
the last song // All-American Rejects
8.20.2003
wow.. sOh early...
I woke up at 8 am today!! Should I be proud of myself? Or hitting my head on the wall? lol. I actually woke up to go running... at 8:15 I stick my head in my sister's room to wake her up... and of course she chickens out. Pahahaha... I only ran for like 25 minutes, but it was something! So I guess I should go stretch and do situps or something and take a shower... I was just bumming around trying to get rid of that "don't have your head lower than your heart after you exercise" thing. So, I'm out.
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Dun dun DUH-dun, dun duh-DUH... I mean.. check out this picture ::shift eyes:: haha this is the one of EVERYONE at the TAF dinner... almost 40 people. In this picture, at least. It would have died if I shrunk it so... you can save it to your own computer for cropping/shrinking purposes.
Tada!! Things to notice:
Grant <~ what's going on there??
Steve <~ I must have missed something...
Peggy <~ what's that on her head??
Dave <~ could he be any happier to be there??
Oh, and sorry if that banner on top has gone haywire... I had it centered, but then it died when I put in this jimunjous picture. I tried to fix the spacing but it'll probably only look right on my resolution. Whatever it is. So, deal with it until this post disappears.
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So sad! =( TAF depression strikes again... I read HoChie's page. He blogged all during taf and he has a ton of pix... even though there's a crappy pic of me in there... I forgive him. Heehee =) Does anyone have the full lyrics to "TAF Of Your Life" (the JH choir song)? Ahhh... I wanna go back... more than 11 months left =(. Where is TAF New Year's gonna be this year?? And.. and.. the dvd doesn't come till October!! Aggggh. Here's a thought: TAF depression only gets worse because school starts very soon after TAF ends... wouldn't it be nicer to have TAF at the beginning of summer? That way, you'll get home and be sad... but not TOO sad, 'cuz you've got the whole summer in front of you!! Riiiight??
I woke up at 8 am today!! Should I be proud of myself? Or hitting my head on the wall? lol. I actually woke up to go running... at 8:15 I stick my head in my sister's room to wake her up... and of course she chickens out. Pahahaha... I only ran for like 25 minutes, but it was something! So I guess I should go stretch and do situps or something and take a shower... I was just bumming around trying to get rid of that "don't have your head lower than your heart after you exercise" thing. So, I'm out.
edit
Dun dun DUH-dun, dun duh-DUH... I mean.. check out this picture ::shift eyes:: haha this is the one of EVERYONE at the TAF dinner... almost 40 people. In this picture, at least. It would have died if I shrunk it so... you can save it to your own computer for cropping/shrinking purposes.
Tada!! Things to notice:
Grant <~ what's going on there??
Steve <~ I must have missed something...
Peggy <~ what's that on her head??
Dave <~ could he be any happier to be there??
Oh, and sorry if that banner on top has gone haywire... I had it centered, but then it died when I put in this jimunjous picture. I tried to fix the spacing but it'll probably only look right on my resolution. Whatever it is. So, deal with it until this post disappears.
more edit
So sad! =( TAF depression strikes again... I read HoChie's page. He blogged all during taf and he has a ton of pix... even though there's a crappy pic of me in there... I forgive him. Heehee =) Does anyone have the full lyrics to "TAF Of Your Life" (the JH choir song)? Ahhh... I wanna go back... more than 11 months left =(. Where is TAF New Year's gonna be this year?? And.. and.. the dvd doesn't come till October!! Aggggh. Here's a thought: TAF depression only gets worse because school starts very soon after TAF ends... wouldn't it be nicer to have TAF at the beginning of summer? That way, you'll get home and be sad... but not TOO sad, 'cuz you've got the whole summer in front of you!! Riiiight??
8.18.2003
um... if the pictures aren't working...
First of all, you suck. LOL jp =D Try refreshing... and then, try right clicking the pic and hitting "Show Picture" on the right click menu. And if that doesn't work.. then you REALLY suck. Or, you could email me asking for them. Or some. I'm trying to find a good host, so help me out... pleaaase. Then you won't suck.
So... I actually had a pretty good day =) It was kinda confusing. The plans all got screwed up... but somehow it worked out. I was at Anne's for a lil... and then we walked to Elyse's ... and then she got a haircut.. and then we went uptown... and then we met Alex on the street... begging for money... =D And we saw Freaky Friday, which was a good movie =) My dad is normally cool about me going out without a real plan... but today, when I got home, he asked me, "Do your friends' parents ever think you're together too much?" And I'm like.. what the heck... is that possible? hahaha... He was just worried that they thought he didn't care about me enough, or something. I don't get why parents have these kinds of worries... especially my parents. They're always so caught up in how OTHER people will view them. I'm like.. what kind of example are you setting for me?? O=)
Hmm... so right now I'm stuck in one of those periods of undecisiveness. It pisses me off!! I'm so impatient sometimes. It's probably the lack of sleep recently... I was feeling awfully bitchy earlier. Was I acting bitchy, or just feeling bitchy? Hopefully just feeling... I don't really enjoy the bitchy me. Unless they deserve it. Like that pedophile 40-yr-old Mexican that honked at us at Village Crossing today... I think the turning point in my bitchiness was after I flicked him off. It just gets so much stress out of me. Ahhh.. so fresh n so clean clean. And then I went home... and my sister talked to all of my friends online. Instead of her own. Both of our AIMs were up, but she was IMing more in my box than her own. What the heck?? >_< It wasn't my fault, guys... I tried to get her off, I really did!! So STOP WHINING JEREMY!! hahaha... So, if you were on tonight around 10ish and my sn IMed you about cabbage.. that was my sis. Sorry =D.
I guess I'm out for tonight... Sometime during the weekend I should try to regain to normal sleeping schedule. "SUNDAY... SUNDAY... SOME DAYYY".
First of all, you suck. LOL jp =D Try refreshing... and then, try right clicking the pic and hitting "Show Picture" on the right click menu. And if that doesn't work.. then you REALLY suck. Or, you could email me asking for them. Or some. I'm trying to find a good host, so help me out... pleaaase. Then you won't suck.
So... I actually had a pretty good day =) It was kinda confusing. The plans all got screwed up... but somehow it worked out. I was at Anne's for a lil... and then we walked to Elyse's ... and then she got a haircut.. and then we went uptown... and then we met Alex on the street... begging for money... =D And we saw Freaky Friday, which was a good movie =) My dad is normally cool about me going out without a real plan... but today, when I got home, he asked me, "Do your friends' parents ever think you're together too much?" And I'm like.. what the heck... is that possible? hahaha... He was just worried that they thought he didn't care about me enough, or something. I don't get why parents have these kinds of worries... especially my parents. They're always so caught up in how OTHER people will view them. I'm like.. what kind of example are you setting for me?? O=)
Hmm... so right now I'm stuck in one of those periods of undecisiveness. It pisses me off!! I'm so impatient sometimes. It's probably the lack of sleep recently... I was feeling awfully bitchy earlier. Was I acting bitchy, or just feeling bitchy? Hopefully just feeling... I don't really enjoy the bitchy me. Unless they deserve it. Like that pedophile 40-yr-old Mexican that honked at us at Village Crossing today... I think the turning point in my bitchiness was after I flicked him off. It just gets so much stress out of me. Ahhh.. so fresh n so clean clean. And then I went home... and my sister talked to all of my friends online. Instead of her own. Both of our AIMs were up, but she was IMing more in my box than her own. What the heck?? >_< It wasn't my fault, guys... I tried to get her off, I really did!! So STOP WHINING JEREMY!! hahaha... So, if you were on tonight around 10ish and my sn IMed you about cabbage.. that was my sis. Sorry =D.
I guess I'm out for tonight... Sometime during the weekend I should try to regain to normal sleeping schedule. "SUNDAY... SUNDAY... SOME DAYYY".
