"you guys, what time is it?" -9:19- "oh okay i have to go to the bathroom..."
That's a direct quote from Anne... you can draw your own conclusions from the text. Anyway, I'd like to clarify (to anyone who thought the same thing as matt did), that in my last blog entry, the psycho guy writing sorry poems (andy, a friend of a friend of a friend... why does he talk to me? not quite sure..) is NOT my boyfriend! Er, and if you didn't understand that last sentence, forget it =P Yeah really I'm not quite sure why I put that thought in that paragraph because none of it's related at all.
I guess you guys might be wondering why I bitched till hell froze over yesterday... it was kind of chain-reactional. It was just a ton of little stuff that built up until my away message read "DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE". But honestly it doesn't have anything to do with the tryouts... it wasn't until today that I found out an eighth grader from another middle school made the Varsity squad-- that kind of ticked me off, until I remembered how badly I did my triple on Wednesday =P and then I just realized I didn't care. Anyway, I really don't mind not being on Varsity.. I'm going out for JV captain next year anyway. But just believe me, it wasn't that at all.
Basically it started because I was in constant severe pain yesterday... it hurt like -censor-. Whoa guys, check it out I censored it! lol. Anyway, then I had a reaaaaallly ridiculously crappy day.. and then I realized that I had shitloads of homework to do. And no one was online to talk to and for some reason the whole situation just feels worse when you can't bitch to anyone about it. ::glares at peter:: jpjp! lol. eRr anyway it just got worse and then etc etc so basically: I HAD A BAD DAY OK?? DEAL WITH IT =D
Hm what else? I need new pointe shoes. I think I'll make my sister take me to buy some tomorrow, because my current ones bend in a perfect L without you having to apply much pressure. Er, that's not supposed to happen =P sOo yeah I need new ones. I guess I should go sleep now because I'm tired ... and I need sleep... and I'm tired... and I don't have AD-- WOAH, bUTTERFLIES!!!! ...
4.10.2003
hunnie, i FOUNDED the "FUCK YOU, SCHOOL!" club...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck... BAAAAAAH!! you know what i wanna do rite now? KILL SOMETHING. instead, i've resorted to killing a couple cans of pepsi. which makes me wanna .. KILL MORE THINGS. rRrr... why is it that people hold things back from people they want to be honest with them... trust isn't a one way thing MORON... and if it is, somethin must be pretty damn fucked up w/ whatever's goin on there ... bahhh. also, what kind of guy makes some perverted remark towards another girl WHILE he is writing a "sorry" poem to his girlfriend? just wondering. something to ponder about.
So, lessee, tryouts-- I bombed my triple pirouette, I bombed my fouettes, I wasnt even concentrating enough to KNOW how I did on my side leap and I don't even remember my switchleg leap. How bad was that? Excuse me for sounding haughty, but it was STILL DAMN GOOD OKAY BIATCH?? but no, I'm not bitter. rofl. really I'm not.. I don't really care at all. I didn't want to be on varsity because I wouldn't know anyone on the team and they'd all be upper classmen and stuff... I'd rather be a JV captain. still, I think I should have made it. Why? Maybe I made my audition sound worse than it went. Most people can't even hit a double pirouette well-- I hit them every time, therefore I tried a triple instead. Most people didn't even attempt fouettes-- they did axels, which I also hit every time so I tried the fouettes instead. I usually don't need to concentrate too much to hit a nice side leap and... well, the switch was weird. Anyway, I still think I could have made it. Maybe it's because I'm an incoming freshman.. lol. Whatever, I'll try out for JV in the fall.
But I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sore!! I swear, I woke up this morning and thought "fuck this I'm goin back to bed". FUCK DOMZ!!!!!!!!!! SHE NEEDS TO DIE!!! I guess the reason I'm in such a bitchy mood is cuz I'm SOOOOORE!!!!!!!!!! You have no idea how much pain I am in. I can lie down and feel pain. I sit down, I feel pain. I walk, I feel pain. I think the very action of my heart and lungs causes pain. And my ass hurts soooooooooooooo bad I swear its gonna fall off... basically because i tried SOOOo hard to get my right splits down the past 3 days, the butt muscle is probably damaged for life. I have to move bery bery gingerly or I will cause permanent trauma to my legs. I stole a pillow from Chris today cuz I refused to sit on the chair (which is hard and metal and painful >_<) but wait-- he DIDN'T COMPLAIN! That was amayssing! It's kind of scary, he's acting waaayyy too nice for it to be normal. Which one of you guys paid him? lol jp. Not that he's actually nice, it's just that he's being NOT mean ::gasp::
So I found more school people's blogs today... they're really amusing =P and ranty. Mostly because they were pissed when they wrote them. Well guess what? I'm pissed too, so DEAL WITH IT. And this blog is gonna be long so if ya dont like it FUCK YOU. I mean... errrrrrr FUCK BAND. I haaaaaaaaaaaate band!! FUCKIN 6 AM... it should be illegal. And I didn't practice at alll this week (not that I ever do) but I got moved to another sectional and I'll just sound reaaaaalllyyyyy sucky =( BUT SCREW THEM ALL becuz... becuz... I say so =( so I took the shotgun off the wall and I fired two warning shots--- lol jp. I need to watch Chicago... very soon. And Anger Management.. View From the Top... Malibu's Most Wanted... what's going on this weekend people? And an even bigger question-- will I be able to live that long?
So anyway since you made it to the end of this rant I must apologize if I say anything really bitchy and irritated to you sometime this week... just feel happy that I didn't KILL YOU. lol jp. I almost did kill Hipps today... I swear... SOOOO close! He brought it upon himself. Anyway, so this is the reason... and bah. I'm off to go shoot more warning shots into people's heads...
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck... BAAAAAAH!! you know what i wanna do rite now? KILL SOMETHING. instead, i've resorted to killing a couple cans of pepsi. which makes me wanna .. KILL MORE THINGS. rRrr... why is it that people hold things back from people they want to be honest with them... trust isn't a one way thing MORON... and if it is, somethin must be pretty damn fucked up w/ whatever's goin on there ... bahhh. also, what kind of guy makes some perverted remark towards another girl WHILE he is writing a "sorry" poem to his girlfriend? just wondering. something to ponder about.
So, lessee, tryouts-- I bombed my triple pirouette, I bombed my fouettes, I wasnt even concentrating enough to KNOW how I did on my side leap and I don't even remember my switchleg leap. How bad was that? Excuse me for sounding haughty, but it was STILL DAMN GOOD OKAY BIATCH?? but no, I'm not bitter. rofl. really I'm not.. I don't really care at all. I didn't want to be on varsity because I wouldn't know anyone on the team and they'd all be upper classmen and stuff... I'd rather be a JV captain. still, I think I should have made it. Why? Maybe I made my audition sound worse than it went. Most people can't even hit a double pirouette well-- I hit them every time, therefore I tried a triple instead. Most people didn't even attempt fouettes-- they did axels, which I also hit every time so I tried the fouettes instead. I usually don't need to concentrate too much to hit a nice side leap and... well, the switch was weird. Anyway, I still think I could have made it. Maybe it's because I'm an incoming freshman.. lol. Whatever, I'll try out for JV in the fall.
But I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sore!! I swear, I woke up this morning and thought "fuck this I'm goin back to bed". FUCK DOMZ!!!!!!!!!! SHE NEEDS TO DIE!!! I guess the reason I'm in such a bitchy mood is cuz I'm SOOOOORE!!!!!!!!!! You have no idea how much pain I am in. I can lie down and feel pain. I sit down, I feel pain. I walk, I feel pain. I think the very action of my heart and lungs causes pain. And my ass hurts soooooooooooooo bad I swear its gonna fall off... basically because i tried SOOOo hard to get my right splits down the past 3 days, the butt muscle is probably damaged for life. I have to move bery bery gingerly or I will cause permanent trauma to my legs. I stole a pillow from Chris today cuz I refused to sit on the chair (which is hard and metal and painful >_<) but wait-- he DIDN'T COMPLAIN! That was amayssing! It's kind of scary, he's acting waaayyy too nice for it to be normal. Which one of you guys paid him? lol jp. Not that he's actually nice, it's just that he's being NOT mean ::gasp::
So I found more school people's blogs today... they're really amusing =P and ranty. Mostly because they were pissed when they wrote them. Well guess what? I'm pissed too, so DEAL WITH IT. And this blog is gonna be long so if ya dont like it FUCK YOU. I mean... errrrrrr FUCK BAND. I haaaaaaaaaaaate band!! FUCKIN 6 AM... it should be illegal. And I didn't practice at alll this week (not that I ever do) but I got moved to another sectional and I'll just sound reaaaaalllyyyyy sucky =( BUT SCREW THEM ALL becuz... becuz... I say so =( so I took the shotgun off the wall and I fired two warning shots--- lol jp. I need to watch Chicago... very soon. And Anger Management.. View From the Top... Malibu's Most Wanted... what's going on this weekend people? And an even bigger question-- will I be able to live that long?
So anyway since you made it to the end of this rant I must apologize if I say anything really bitchy and irritated to you sometime this week... just feel happy that I didn't KILL YOU. lol jp. I almost did kill Hipps today... I swear... SOOOO close! He brought it upon himself. Anyway, so this is the reason... and bah. I'm off to go shoot more warning shots into people's heads...
4.07.2003
BAH! BAH! BAH! BAH! BAH! BAH!
Sigh.. sooooooo much dancing. This should be a good thing, right? But I don't have any time to do any of my work (stop snickering =( .. ) AND, I can't change the sluggy pic for today. Aren't you all disappointed? My schedule the next two days is as follows:
Tuesday:
Get Home: 3:30
Tryouts (Clinic) - 5:30-7:30
Dance Class - 7:30-9:30
[2 hrs to do hw and eat]
Wednesday:
Get Home - 2:40
Actual Audition - 3:30-5:30
Dance Class - 6:00-9:00
[1 hr to do hw and eat]
ungh... it wouldn't be as bad if our teachers weren't being BITCHES this week... sucha fuckin shitload of homework. And this LA thing due Friday, which I'm about 2 weeks behind on. And I hate Wicks. BAH!!!!!!!
Sigh.. sooooooo much dancing. This should be a good thing, right? But I don't have any time to do any of my work (stop snickering =( .. ) AND, I can't change the sluggy pic for today. Aren't you all disappointed? My schedule the next two days is as follows:
Tuesday:
Get Home: 3:30
Tryouts (Clinic) - 5:30-7:30
Dance Class - 7:30-9:30
[2 hrs to do hw and eat]
Wednesday:
Get Home - 2:40
Actual Audition - 3:30-5:30
Dance Class - 6:00-9:00
[1 hr to do hw and eat]
ungh... it wouldn't be as bad if our teachers weren't being BITCHES this week... sucha fuckin shitload of homework. And this LA thing due Friday, which I'm about 2 weeks behind on. And I hate Wicks. BAH!!!!!!!
