11.15.2003

PS: I think I'm gonna change my blog format. I wonder to what...

i think i've figured it out

Instead of sitting around complaining about how there's nothing to do and how I don't get enough sleep... maybe I should just go get some sleep. That'd be something to do, huh?

Nah.

why do people do this:

person: can you wear under armor???
mMm liMe jeLLo: huh
person: can you wear under armor

What the heck. We're freakin online. If I said "huh", why would you retype what you said?? If I really wanted to know what you said, couldn't I just look about half a centimeter upwards and find out? Would there be any OTHER reason for me to say "huH" besides wanting you to elaborate? Or maybe I just feel like bitching today.

Nah.

11.12.2003

the purpose of boring updates: to clear my mind. yes, i do write in here for myself, not to entertain the public. though sometimes that is unavoidable. (easily-amused bastards.)

So! Another practice today... felt like Friday though, since we got early release and I was home for a full whopping hour before returning to school. >_< Erm. I dunno, practices are bogus. Before it was because I was mad at myself for dragging my lazy ass around and not doing anything productive. But now I've gotten my act together and half the squad hasn't. I know I slacked for a week, and I'm not excused for it, but it's not just the people who're new who need help with skills or anything... there are people who are just straight-out slacking off. And as much as I don't enjoy doing some painful exercises, I do them because I know they're good for me and I want to improve. Some people are standing there saying... "Why do we have to do this? Our coach isn't here." And that totally irks me.. can't you take some responsibility for yourself?

Anyway I don't really want to type anymore. When I started this entry my keyboard was fine. And NOW, after breaking off part of the space bar (not the top, the bottom part..) it won't work right and it takes so much goddamn concentration to type at all. Rawrr. Okay, bye.

just gonna reiterate this

Coming into this day, I was feeling pretty good about myself. And then I went and did something really stupid... like spilling Pepsi all over my desk and keyboard. I HATE CLEANING KEYBOARDS. And then I broke off a lil piece under the space bar (IM me for an explanation if you really want it) and suddenly my space bar isn't working. And. Yeah. I was really pissed and in a ridiculously nasty mood.

So, I just want to say, that friends are the best. After bitchin at just about everyone who attempted to IM me, I went and started on homework. Then I hear the IM ring again-- it's Mary. Being her cute lil upbeat self... and it cheered me up a little bit. I go back to looking at some notecards that I lent Alex, and written on the top of one-- "Javy Lopez rox my world". See.. just the little things... help so much. You guys are great. Thanks.

11.09.2003

happy birthday to... us?

happylandloxx: we're 15!

Knowing someone with the same birthday as you is SO COOL! Yay, happy birthday to my birthday-buddy, Jeff! [And my mommy who claims her bday is the same as mine. Psh. See my sister's blog.]

Anyywaaaayy I had a niftay birthday weekend... First, school on Wednesday was psycho. I got to school with like 20 lbs of crap to carry and lo and behold-- NO ONE WAS THERE. Thanks a lot guys ;) Actually, they missed the bus. But anyway. When I finally made it up to my first period class I saw a buncha balloons hovering over the hallway. Ahhhh it was so cool =) Thanks so much guys!! (I should get a picture of them up) Let's see, there was hello kitty, blues clues, (both from Emily) then (among others) "Happy Retirement", "It's A Boy!". Someone asked me what my new baby's name was... "Javy Jr. of course!" even though some people claimed it was Chris Jr. but that's totally untrue!! Y'know. ;)

Er.. went shopping some, hung out, GOT FINDING NEMO from Emily =D and a REALLY nifty giftcard from Maura... then Alex paid for a sweater I wanted (good way of finding a good present, huh?), then went down to Urbana to visit my sister. Bummed around, saw her nifty new apartment, reminded her to take down the poster of liquor on her cabinet before my parents saw it. You know. The usual. ~_^ Went to a party at Canopy <~? with my sister's ID. Cuz I look so much like her. "Ummm can you just, kinda, squint your eyes a little?" =D It was pretty cool... but I wish the music was better! =P Guess I just didn't know enough of it. Dancing to music I don't know is weirrrd... but NOT AS WEIRD as those guys that kept following us!! AHHHHHH "Run away!!!" Hmmm... and Kevin made fun of me. Damn.

Erm, yes, then came home and had no time for homework. Still doing it actually. Ah, well. Pictures later. Goodnight, folks ~_^