2.19.2004

let's play a game

¤ Open your mp3 player.
¤ Put all your music files on the playlist on random.
¤ Write the first 20 that come up, no matter how embarassing.


oi. Oops, Oh My . . . tweet
o2. Game Is Over . . . n*sync
o3. Someone To Call My Lover [remix] . . . janet ft jermaine dupri
o4. Music of My Heart . . . n*sync ft. gloria estefan
o5. Everything . . . b2k
o6. Affirmative Action . . . nas & the firm
o7. Party to Damascus . . . wyclef ft. missy
o8. Infatuation [interlude] . . . christina aguilera
o9. Ignition [remix] . . . r.kelly
io. She Cries . . . rufio
ii. Hit or Miss . . . new found glory
i2. Missy Bring the Pain . . . missy elliot
i3. Only Time . . . enya
i4. Welcome to ATL [coast to coast remix] . . . jermaine dupri
i5. Glory of Love [live] . . . new found glory
i6. Mesmerize . . . ja rule ft ashanti
i7. I'm Not a Girl . . . britney spears
i8. Anywhere [bad boy remix] . . . 112
i9. Infatuation . . . christina aguilera
2o. Family Portrait . . . p!nk

your turn //

2.17.2004

so many things to think about

I'm in a weird state... I feel kind of numb, unaffected... like in cartoons when an entire wall of a building falls down on you, but you're standing exactly where an open window is. I feel myself going through the paces but my mind is nowhere near me. I don't know why, I just can't concentrate. I'm doing everything normal but I can feel something wrong and I can't really pinpoint it.

Well, I am feeling better... I really need to thank everyone who put up with me while I was depressed like none other. It's really amazing how much a seemingly minute thing could help so much. So, thanks to anyone who talked to me Saturday and actually heard me laugh or see me smile, specially to Mueller =[ oh and everyone who knew to just leave me alone, and check up on me later =] mM Monday hung out with TAFers! =D Always something that cheers me up... thanks for Frank Jase n Joe for drivin all the way up here, no thanks to Annie getting driven all the way down to fucking Aurora then coming back up on LOCAL ROADS... haha ~_^ Oh, and thanks a LOT to Liss who decided to ditch us for PRACTICE DRIVING and some ORCHESTRA business... what is this ... blasphemy!!

Oh yes, and we won both our Kick and Pom-dance competition... hell yeah. Leave em coughin in our dust. So um, I guess I'm really okay when I want to be. Again, lots of stuff goin on that I don't wanna think about... but lots of awesome people out there to help me out =) Thanks.