12.13.2003

okay, I'm done

..forcing people to fill that thing in, lol. Even though nobody did... even though yall made me promise that I'd fill it in fer YOU in return... haha I will, I swear. Just remind me. Anyway, thanks to everyone... yer so nice =P Haha I totally needed that because my week just made me feel so crappy... my life feels so empty because I have no time to do ANYTHING. Thanks to MAH GIRLS fer chillin with me this weekend.. sorry I couldn't really go OUT go out and sorry I was constantly stretching (randomly, may I add) heh. I'll put pictures up later ('CAUSE I GOT MY CAMERA BACK!!).. some are... weird, but I'm sure we can explain. Heh. Oh, and a movie of Anne sucking. helium.

I think about how-- no matter what doesn't go right, goes wrong, or doesn't go at all... there's always those few people that can make you feel better. That is a true friend. Someone who would never deliberately contribute to the drama in your life-- just work to take it all OUT. Someone who you can always turn to no matter what. Someone who cares even when you don't know they do, or someone who is there for you when you don't even know they're there. These are the people that really matter-- don't lose them.

Sigh.

Lettin' go of all the crap in my life...

12.10.2003

feelin good =)

Hmm my "alternate" status has been removed from my kick routine, so I guess that's a good sign? We still all have tryouts, but still. Yay? I'm really sore and all that good stuff but I'm feelin pretty happy. Yay. And, the countdown is on. 7 days left. w00t.

i stealed this from my jieh jieh

I dunno where the 15 went but she killed it so I guess it's not worth answering? And neither was 13. Oh well. Anyway, these things are no fun if you don't answer. SO ANSWER. Please =)... [PS: the comment box is the link underneath #18... it should say "5 are as crazy as me" or somethin like that] [WARNING: Erm my comment box is eating comments... so... make a copy of your post before you hit "comment" or it might be lost FOREVER!]

o1. When/How did we meet?
o2. What is your relation to me?
o3. What was your 1st impression of me?
o4. How well do you think you know me?
o5. Have you ever seen me cry?
o6. Have you ever seen me sing?
o7. Have you ever seen me crazy or hyper?
o8. Have you ever seen me pissed off?
o9. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
1o. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
11. If you could give me any gift, what would it be?
12. Would you hug me?
14. What major thing do we have in common?
16. What is my best feature?
17. Have you ever made me laugh/have i ever made you laugh?
18. Describe me in your words:

12.08.2003

definitely past 11...

So you might be thinking, What the hell Bettina? It's past 11 and you're a bitch when you don't get enough sleep. Why are you awake?

Yeah... I thought that too.

So let's start with the fact that I did absolutely no homework over the weekend because of the field trip today. Which was good, by the way. And Benvolio was hot. And Greek food is yummy. Anyway, so I have all this crap to do when I get home. Except, I have practice till 5:30. Except, I'm supposed to help out w/ "wreath delivery" today since they came in. So, my ridiculously awesome father volunteers to go help out instead of me so I can go home, eat, shower, and do homework. Good job Bettina, cuz you TOTALLY didn't do homework while he was helpin out with wreaths.

Anyway, we proceed to deliver them to the houses that bought them from me. Except, I don't remember where I sold them. So we're drivin around for like 15 minutes and we wind up at EMILY'S house, askin for directions. Good job, really. Blah blah boring really stupid anyway. I get home and work on the shitload of Geometry homework I have to do when suddenly the phone rings-- Oh, HI JEREMy. THANKS FOR TALKIN TO ME AFTER LIKE BILLIONS OF YEARS. Plus he broked the internet. Anyway, it was actually a halfway-normal conversation and we didn't really make fun of eachother THAT much. Congratulations to us! heh. And then of course I proceed to not finish any of my Geometry homework (or at least miniscule amounts).

So we get off the phone and I finish and then... I remember... Biology. Crap crap crap crap. Okay, nite guys, I guess I've bored you enough ~_^.

(BTW Shout out to Anne because she IMed me billions of times tonight and I never got to talk to her. Aww. Sorry.)
(Oh, and Peter because he attempted to find me on MSN but I wasn't really there. Whoops. Sorry.)