5.14.2003

need some help here

Alright, here's the scenario (from yesterday). This conversation is with a kid at my school named Andrew. I was okay friends with him last year. He had a huge crush on my best friend Emily for 2 years straight and I helped him get over her because she didn't like him. A month or so ago Emily liked him again, but he was asking another girl to the dance. Long story short, he is bitter towards Emily (and all her friends) now because he thinks the girl turned him down because Emily talked to her. Also, Andrew's friend Brian likes me and asked me to a dance. So, here is what happened:

ARedSock22: hey
MistiSkyez: hi
MistiSkyez: you unblocked me o_O
ARedSock22: the only reason im talkin to u rite now is for some1 else
MistiSkyez: i know
MistiSkyez: because god forbid you'd unblcok me for any other reason
ARedSock22: SHUT UP
ARedSock22: do u lik brian
MistiSkyez: touchy
MistiSkyez: no
MistiSkyez: why cant he just ask me to my face
ARedSock22: cause hes shy
MistiSkyez: ic
MistiSkyez: so you are going to block me now?
ARedSock22: im decidein
MistiSkyez: look i barely even talk to you unless you IM me first anyway
ARedSock22: so, ur point
MistiSkyez: i dont get why you need to block me
MistiSkyez: unless you hate me
ARedSock22: its a possibility
MistiSkyez: could you tell me why? you dont have to
ARedSock22: so ud go w/ him if he asked u to ur face
MistiSkyez: no
ARedSock22: y
MistiSkyez: he just never talks to me
ARedSock22: cause u lik dan bergren
MistiSkyez: i cant go with a guy that i cant talk to
MistiSkyez: no, i like someone else
[I explain everything (and I mean everything, I was totally honest with him) to him]
ARedSock22: hahahahahahaha\
ARedSock22: lmfao
ARedSock22: rotg
MistiSkyez: you think i'm lying
[More explaining]
ARedSock22: hjahahahahahahahaha
ARedSock22: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
ARedSock22: lmao
ARedSock22: lmao
ARedSock22: im gonna die!!!
ARedSock22: hahahahahahaha
ARedSock22: lmao
ARedSock22 has signed off.

I seriously want your opinions on this. I was struck so speechless I don't even know what to think of it. I could care less if you tell me that it was all my fault and that I'm wrong, because it's your own opinion. I just want to know if I'm wrong to want to maul him with a stainless steel frying pan.

5.13.2003

okay, NOW i'm worried

Three weeks ago I noticed that a muscle near my left Achilles' tendon was hurting whenever I put weight on it. The next day, it went away. The next day I had dance and it gave out during class. I thought it would get better because it always does and I always make too much of a big deal out of it anyway. But now it's still hurting and my recital is Saturday and I'm kind of scared =( I tried not to put too much weight on it today when I noticed it was still hurting but it's really hard with all the turns and leaps in the dance... ahhhhh =( I hope it gets better because I don't know what I can do to help it if it doesn't. Maybe I'll wrap it or something... anyone got suggestions?

so tell me are you on a mission to bring me down?

Initially this section was about LA homework but really it's not that bad. I reaaallly want to rant about what just happened but I have to do LA homework LOL So I guess it will be up tomorrow...

there's something about spring...

that makes people so unbelievably happy! It might just be me, but people are so much nicer in the spring than in the winter. I spent two hours outside today cranking up music and lying out there and... well, doing homework, but it was still better than sitting inside =) I'm officially done with placement testing! (we had another one today) and there are only 15 real school days left in this year (excluding field trips) and I am soooooooooooooooooooo ridiculously happy =)

I put a link to CRFH (college roomies from hell) finally. Happy, Peter?!?! It's a reaaallly funny comic strip-- not as good as Sluggy though ~_^

5.12.2003

quick update-ness!

+ Finals = easy! =D NO MORE CHINESE SCHOOL TILL NEXT YEAR! I'm probably graduating after next year too!!!!!!!!! You have no idea how happy that makes me LOL
+ Book club actually didn't take that long-- I actually kind of like them, compared to any other IR project we could have been assigned.
+ NPR assignment took so fuckin long!! My god if it took longer it would have been backwards!... Does that make sense?
+ Got to watch Road to Perdition w/ my sister and daddy =) But I had to leave halfway through, to go sleep. Boo! I left after that guy died... wait, 6 guys died within the first 30 minutes of the movie...
+ Went in early today to go study more math for the placement test. Turned out that we were just gonna have a "community breakfast" LOL She brought donuts and danishes and milk and it was yummy! =) My math teacher rocks.
+ The test was... scary. I finished it on time and everything but I don't really feel confident that I did well. Actually, I probably never feel confident about tests.
+ Teen group/youth group thing at Anne's church... I got to learn about how to become a nun, LMAO. Nah, it was okay... basically we ate and played dodgeball. It was like the dances in 5th grade all over again! =)

+ I actually had a good day!! No, not just "not bad" like Friday... it was actually GOOD.
+ I'm trying to download the new Michelle Branch song-- "Are You Happy Now," but the first version was screwed. Why do people put bogus versions of songs on Kazaa? Does it really bring them pleasure?

5.11.2003

OVERLOAD! OVERLOAD!

I hate finals. I hate NPR. I hate book club projects. I hate placement tests that I'm sure to fail. I hate the fact that the one weekend my sister manages to come home, I have more than a shitload of things to do...

I'm grateful that Chinese school is boring as the Rawicki, because I can study for math there-- after I'm done with my finals. I hope we don't have to go out for dinner or I will keel over and probably die. Okay... gotta keep working... can't stop, Hockett will eat me... can't stop, Hockett will eat me...