..~ cranberry jello ~.. v8.1 .. live the spotlight ..

so many things to think about

I'm in a weird state... I feel kind of numb, unaffected... like in cartoons when an entire wall of a building falls down on you, but you're standing exactly where an open window is. I feel myself going through the paces but my mind is nowhere near me. I don't know why, I just can't concentrate. I'm doing everything normal but I can feel something wrong and I can't really pinpoint it.

Well, I am feeling better... I really need to thank everyone who put up with me while I was depressed like none other. It's really amazing how much a seemingly minute thing could help so much. So, thanks to anyone who talked to me Saturday and actually heard me laugh or see me smile, specially to Mueller =[ oh and everyone who knew to just leave me alone, and check up on me later =] mM Monday hung out with TAFers! =D Always something that cheers me up... thanks for Frank Jase n Joe for drivin all the way up here, no thanks to Annie getting driven all the way down to fucking Aurora then coming back up on LOCAL ROADS... haha ~_^ Oh, and thanks a LOT to Liss who decided to ditch us for PRACTICE DRIVING and some ORCHESTRA business... what is this ... blasphemy!!

Oh yes, and we won both our Kick and Pom-dance competition... hell yeah. Leave em coughin in our dust. So um, I guess I'm really okay when I want to be. Again, lots of stuff goin on that I don't wanna think about... but lots of awesome people out there to help me out =) Thanks.