10.07.2003

wow. what an awful day.

I don't think I've had such a bad overall day since before the summer. Then again, I try not to remember all my bad days.

First of all, SWIMMING today... it wouldnt have been that bad if I didn't smell like chlorine for the rest of the day. My hair was a bitch but I'm used to it... whatever, I don't care. The smell got to me though =(. Wasn't acting exactly the nicest to one of my friends that I know I should have been nicer to, today... sometimes I just get frustrated though, and the world needs to know it. I'm so tired of just absorbing the blows and letting things get by.

Then, practice, I think I pulled my left hamstring... I did a russian and kind of limped away from it =( plus a girl on my squad was being so bitchy I wanted to kick her in the face. Sigh. I don't like it when I feel like that because I don't really ENJOY being mean to people, especially people that I have to get along with for years to come. Yuck. But here's the whole absorbing the blows thing again... I try to be nice but all I get is bitchiness and it really eats away at my patience. Anyway, home and I don't feel like doing anything. Homework sucked, for some reason I could not get one of my math problems for the life of me, and we have a homework quiz tomorrow. I figure I'd rather sacrifice homework grades than precious precious sleep... And THEN.. the cubs -- ... --... L-l.... l-l-l.... uh, didn't win. Sniffy. But it was an awesome game. But we didn't win. Still... really close... agh. Anyway, it's 11:30 and I'm getting around 7 hours tonight, so leave a comment or somethin... n please don't say anything mean today 'cause I'm really not up for it. =(
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